You know what sucks? Loving you. Because no matter what, you are always on my mind, and always the person I love the most and it hurts. It hurts to love you now because now there are other people, boys that I could have only dreamed of and they like me. But I can’t do anything because I’m scared you’ll want me again.
There’s a dream I keep on having.
In it, my family and friends have all become targets of a murderer.
Since the first one, I don’t think anyone was killed, but in this last one, someone was kidnapped.
Anyway.
He wears a mask and a suit, most of the time. In these dreams my family and friends are all very well off. We have a large back yard and a large home and nice cars.
In this specific dream, we had word that he was coming again. We had an escape route planned and we all trapped ourselves in the basement. The basement had windows. I looked out of one and the man was standing in the backyard.
Then one of my friends went missing.
In the day, the man does not come for us. But the police do not listen. They think we are just a bored family playing tricks.
My dad goes out and changes our sports car for a minivan. “we have to leave”. We go home and get word that the man was in the house.
I tell them we must defeat him. They agree. That’s all I remember from last night.
When I wake up from these dreams I am physically exhausted. I always have headaches and I can’t wake myself up (like to go to school.)
What does this mean?
